she had a history of killing herself,
i had a habit of dying
i think she gave me something to live for
i guess it helped her pass her time
i had the vision of seeing things straight,
she had the heart of a liar
i haven't saw her leaving me once,
but she never felt me beside her...

IT'S CRUEL BUT SHE'S GOT A GOOD HOLD ON ME.

this is just the whole lyrics of the song. nice eh? har. i just finished downloading it from kazaa that's why i thought of posting the lyrics here.anyways, i just attended mass at antipolo church hours ago. and i've realized somethng, MAGANDA PA RIN PALA ANG ANTIPOLO. maybe if i don't have time, i would come and visit that church again... and of course, i should not forget the bars/resto's [whatever they call 'em] along the highway.. haha. iv also realized, "anliit pala talaga ng padi's ng tipolo. la lang." har.ü

before i forgot, baka sumama ako kay ate sa Overlooking. it's a three-day stay there. ASTEEG. kaso, it's her org's lakad e. so epal lang ako. that's why im thinking about it pa lang. but i think it would be fun to be with OLDER people. hehe. like college students and stuff -- they could teach me some of their KALOKOHAN:OLD VERSION. hehe. makakasama ako ng libre nyan kasi siempre, my ate is the EL PRESIDENTE already of that org.ü har. but... i am not really that sure if i'll come. siguro if ever, i won't stay na lang there overnight. PATURO KAYA AKO MAGSWIM SA KANILA? yak... major epal. basta i'll think about it.

grabe, ngayon ko lang na-apreciate ang ganda ng ANTIPOLO. hehe. rock on! m/

ang astig ng mga texts ni charm sa sun. as in tagos eh. wala lang. eto oh:

"mnsn keLangn mghiwaLay pra mgksubukan. mnsn keLangn msaktan pra my m22nan. at mnsn keLangn mOng mg-isa pra mLaman mOng SIYA n nga b tLaga O my dratng pa?,."

"f u LOVE sum1, nvr ask any OpiniOn frm Oders, cOz it may get wrOng.. jst fOLOw ur heart, 4 its betr 2 fOL frm ur Own hapines, dn 2 fOL frm anyOne's advice!Ü"

wala lang. Yamot. hehe... nga pala, i just took this test so here was the result:üüü

You are The Best Deceptions. One of Dashboard's
most painful songs, you express the anger of
betrayl by someone you love...but look for a
promising future.

Which Dashboard Confessional Song Fits You?
brought to you by Quizilla

sabi ko na eh... kaya ayoko ng magblog... nasaktan na naman ako. may mas nakakayamot pa ba? wala... ewan. ayoko ng kumilos2 ngayon. kelangan bumalik ako sa dati kong buhay. ung tipong walang pakialam. nyeta. ayoko ng magmahal. DI NA AKO NADALA. haha...

Currently listening to: Hold On - Dashboard Conf
Currently reading: latest text on my fone
Currently watching: Chris performing
Currently feeling: sleepy

aus,., ayoko na,., [NA NAMAN?] hehe... nkakatamad na eh. cge lng. tag nln kau ng tag. mejo nhihirapan ako sa pgbblog e. ilalayo ko lng srli ko sa mga bgay na magpapaalala skn. yak labo. di na ako maguupdate. last update ko na ung post ko next to this one [basahin nio nmn. effort nmn sana db? pls lng basahin.ü]. labo. tag lng cge.

mananatili nmn itong buhay e... parang magic. ndi man maglast, nananatili nmn ung efect nia sa tao. labo.

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pagkaka-abalahan ko? as usual.. chat.

"why would you play with my heart when i gave it all? it's tearin me apart. all you have to do is say so... iwould have let you go.. YOU'RE MAKIN IT SO HARD." - mario winans; never really was

Currently listening to: none
Currently reading: none
Currently watching: none
Currently feeling: moodless. yamot

this blog is neither DUMPED nor FORSAKEN.

im keeping this. ok?

bkt ko nmn to iba2sura? ndi ko ga2wen un.